1 post tagged “pessimism”

Now, to say I'm a bit nervous about going to school...well, it really wouldn't be accurate. I'm not nervous. I mean, at all. I'm not nervous, even a little.

By which, of course, I mean, the word nervous doesn't even begin to cover it.

Um...cramped up covers it a bit more accurately. I mean, I'm not terrified, but I'm certainly worried, nervous and otherwise very averse to going back. I mean, not dancing around nervous. Like, stomach jumpy nervous. Like, rather uncomfortable kind of nervous.

I mean, I'm sure I'll be alright. I'm always alright, don't get me wrong.

I mean, it's not like it's the teachers I'm worried about.

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...any of you who think it's funny to throw me fastballs? It isn't. If you have problems after break, I'm going to an enforce a 'we don't tell Hannah anything she doesn't need to know' code of honor for like. A week. (Think you guys can handle a dryspell that long? That means you Kate. Jahaila. Paige. PAIGE.)

Although, there is the fact that I'm older, now. In a new grade. Am not the dirt on the senior's shoes anymore...which means I have friends that are. (There is that - I'm really excited about that. I want to show you everything, Bridgett.) And, I mean. I miss people. (Scarlett. ♥) And I haven't seen or heard anything out of Mari in a while. And there's Anime Club this year. (Anime Club! ♥)

In the meantime, of course, I'll stick to worrying. (Always have been a pessimist, might as well get it out of my system.) That, and biting Tayuya's neck. (...how did that happen, anyway? Itachi is so not a Homecoming King. Queen, more like. *is stabbed*)

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In other news, I got a message from Temari that made me supernostalgic!happy. It was awesome.